WOW!.. Summer is about to come to an end!.. its been such an awesome one!.. Memories were deffinately made!! I went to the school to take My cap and gown pics for the year book.. and a few others.. It finally hit me high school is almost over.. WOW! Better make the best of it!.. I'm actually pretty excited about my Senior year.. i plan to make it the BEST ever!.. I'm kinda scared though because i have no idea what my purpose in life is or what I wanna do  with my life.. Guess i'll figure it out.. soon enough! Welp heres pictures from *MY* Summer!!

*CaMp*

Me and Dustin!

Me and Seth!

Jayla, Lauren, and ME!.

Jayla,ME, Ash, TrOy BoY, Hannah, and Jamie!.. lol.. We met him 1 night at camp.. and we went back and he wrote a song for us! lol.. prettiest girls in Arkansas! LOL!

*SaN AnToNiO!*

Me infront of the Alamo!

Not sure what this is.. its that line infront of the Alamo lol..

@ the Boardwalk..

The group before going to Sea World

AW!

I could kiss 'em! hehe..

The Band!

*RaNdOm FUN!!!*

Saran Wrap night! lol..

Hanging out with the girls!!

My L-Sham came 1 weekend.. i <3 and miss her!!!

4th of July.. Me Jay and Shana about to do some sparklers!

Me and Jay are sceered of anything other then Sparklers.. but everyone decided to torture us and shoot roman candles over our heads :(

*Little Rock/Camp MeEtInG!*

Hanners Me and Lauren @ Matts!

Me and Lukey!

Me in a Fountain lol..

Hanners and Kristi eating their big suckers! lol...

Kristi, ME, Hanners, and Jay!!

Seany and Me!!

*YoUtH QuAkE!!!*

Jayla and ME!

Me and Matty BoO!

Me and Nicky PoO!

Melissa and ME!

*FUN w/ ThE GUHS!!!*

Me Shana and Jayla in LoNgViEw!

Steph Jay Ash and ME..

Jayla tried to get me down.. HA!

Practiceing.. lol..

LOL!

Me and Shana taking it to the streets!

We were HUNGRY girls!!!

The childs BEAUTIFUL!! Baby Jewl!

Me and Ash!..

...again!

Welp thats all yall.. Yall keep me in ur prayers.. that i would be a witness and make it threw this year.. I'm praying for yall!!

<3 u all!!

Live life like there`s no tomorrow

Laugh at the things that don`t matter

Love like you`ve never been hurt.

we're friends, real friends&& that
means, no matter how long it takes
when you finally do decide to look
back, i'll be here -* Grey's Anatomy

In life, you can't get all cAUgHt up in
  wisHinG for something that won't happen
     you just gotta MovE to the next best thing
                                   -* The 0.C

Love isn't about finding a
perfect person, its about seeing
an imperfect person, perfectly.

in my lifetime, i've come to realize that you cant depend upon other people for what you want. & you cant be scared to go out there & get it. you have to dream hard, wish big, & chase after your goals cause no one else is going to do it for you. & even if things dont work out, you'll always be able to say you tried

if you ever wonder how a girl survives
just take a look at whos by her side :]

&& we're the kind of girls who happen to...
laugh for absolutely no reason at all ; attempt to dance and
sing like they do in the music videos ; make fun of eachother when
we walk into stuff ; && no matter what happens we're always
there for on another that why were call BEST FRiENDS

We're the type of people who
            would get hit by a parked car. =) 

CAMP was AwEsOmE!!!

Services were AMAZiNG!!!

it was DEFFINATELY gOoD tImEs!!!

Amber ME Lyndsey and Cassie!!!

Morgan me and Blakey!!!

Morgan ME Summer and Blake!!!.. i look awful lol..

Blake and ME!

Amber Lyds Cass Kristen and ME!! <3 Them gals!!

Kristen and Me.. and Cassies hand lol..

Morgan and ME!! OMG this boy is awesome yall!! such a good friend!!!

Blake.. saleing Morgan! lol.. that was too funny yall!

Cass and ME!!

Me and J~Will!

Me Amz Cass Lynds Kristen and Part of Bethany lol..

lol THE BARBIE GIRLS!!

Me and blake!

... again..

Yeah i know HES HOTT!! LOL!.. this is ONE of my boyfriends.. Yep back off girls!!

Cass Beth and ME! I <3 <3 <3 these 2 ladies!!!

Me and Summer were taking a pic.. and blakes big ole mug jumped in!!

Me and Summer.. I LOVE her sooo much!!

Me and Chels.. Blakes Sis!! Shes soo cute!!.. Yall see that look on Bethanys face?!.. she was putting her foot on me! EWWWWWW~!

I have TONS more pics.. but thats all for now!!...

<3 YALL!

Leave me COMMENTSS!!!

WOW!!!

LoNg TiMe No UpDaTe!!!.. Sorry!!

WELP!!!.. Theres NO way i can cover everything thats been going on.. BUT.. i'll give u the run down..

*ScHoOlS OUT!!* hehe.. I'm a SENIOR!!! YAY!!

*My Lauren Renee moved

*I had wisdom teeth surgery.. that was AWFUL!!!.. I don't remember anything about the 1st 2 days.. lol.. ask anyone who 'talked' to me! --HA!!

*Church is going exxxxxtremely AWESOME!!!.. I wouldn't expect anything less.. Gods moving so powerfully in each and every service and prayer meeting!!..

*Went to ~4~ GrAdUaTiOnS within 3 days!! 

*my brother has a girlfriend.. so i hear... and kinda notice.. lol.. kinda random.. i cant even get a guy to look twice HA! oh well..

Umm lets see what elseeee..

* been shopping a lil bit lately.. hanging out with Ash alot.. as usual .. and my JoO!! I've missed her!!!..

I think thats pretty much it.. just been kickin it.. takin it EaSy!!!..

oh i forgot 1 thing.. its VERY exciteing....

I'm LEAVEING for LoUiSiAnA.. in like 5 min.

EEEEK! i can't wait!!!..

I'm goin to stay at Jessica's house til monday.. THEN we're going to camp!!!.. I get to see my favorite guy in the world...BLAKE PINELL!!!!!! hehe and i get to see Cassie and Morgan!!! .. yay!! awww YAY!!! lol

Me and Lauren before she lefted!!

<3 Errrrey sangle one of these ladies!! L-R: ME! Kat, Andrea, April, Sarah, Ash, and Jay!!

Me and My 2 FaVoRiTe ladies!!.. Ash and JoO!!

Me on a really cute horse.. backwards? lol.. @ the putt putt place!

there is one moment in your life
when you are with someone &&
you feel like the world has stopped ;
&& your life seems so perfect-
make sure you never
lose that person.

I’m just a normal girl.
I eat when I’m bored.
my friends are always around.
&& no matter what,
guys still confuse me

i know this boy and
he does everything
to make me happy.

i wanna be the girl that you see
and stop dead in the middle of a
conversation just to look at

if i ever write a story of my life
don't be suprised when your name
appears like a kajillion times

so, theres this boy, &&
he's got a hold on her heart.
she didn't want to fall for him like
this, but she just can't help it

CoMmEnTs are ApPrEcIaTeD!!!

"The Closer I Get To You"
(Luther Vandrose)

The closer I get to you
The more you make me see
By giving me all you've got
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel
Lying here next to you
Time just seems to fly
Needing you more and more
Let's give love a try
Sweeter and sweeter love grows
And heaven's there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With hearts in love will find
True love
In a special way
The closer I get to you
The more you make me see
By giving me what you've got
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew this was real (got to be real)
The way you make me feel (you know)

Mandie and Me.. after i showed the girls how to "rock out" lol.. Hence the ruffness!!

Only in Arkansas lol..

In Hot Springs...we...

..Hung out W/Nathannn!!!

The Terrific Trio!!!

Just ME!

Nathannn!!

EEEK!

I slid straight out!! lol..

Then I got situated!

Trying to figure out how to get out! lol..

"Pieces"
*Rascal Flatts*
From the moment that we met
My world was turned around
Upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory for keeping you around
Girl I thought that you were mine
But my broken hearts been shattered
One too many times
And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here,
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you looking
There's nothing left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces
Someone let you down again
So you turn to me
Your convenient friend
Oh but I know what you're doing
And what you hope to find
I've seen it a thousand times
Oh the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor
And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here,
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you looking
There's nothing left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces

real girls aren't perfect
and perfect girls aren't real.
<3

& we have what other girls
are missing. they beg to shine
however,
we naturally glisten.

the pieces will eventually fall into place. until then,
laugh at the confusion and live for the moment.

to every girl who gossiped about me ;
to those who were my slap in the face;
to the close-minded or misunderstanding;
to those who broke my heart:
you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be.
i am stronger because of the trials you put me through
and no matter what you have done to me,
you have unknowingly done so much more for me.

and just remember i cared
when nobody else DID!

the only time a boy is better then your best friends is when that boy is your  [best friend]

don't ever say you're not good enough
because if he can't see how amazing you are
; then he's the one who's not good enough

she blows big bubbles with her gum.
& laughs when they pop all over her pretty face.
she dances in her victoria secret's underwear.
she takes crazy pictures & posts them on her xanga
& sends them to her friends.
she's a star.
but not because she has all the right clothes,
or because she's invited to all the right parties.
but because she realized that life is way too short
to be crying over the boy who broke her heart.

laugh when your eyes are burning
smile when your heart is filled with pain

This weekend was DEFFINATELY off the HoOk ChAiN!!!

  ME and Ash went to Little Rock!!.. We had a Super great time!!     Friday night we went to District conference!!.. haha to *If you have an area u stink in* <~~ Ha! only a few people will get that!!.. After We went to AppleBees.. Nathan came with us!.. We had a good time.. ..Ash Hanners Kristi and ME @ DC!!

Lauren and ME! Gangsta.. WHHHAT! lol..

Me Hanners and Nathan..

Kristi.. Hanners.. Nathan.. and ME!!

Nathan and Me!! Yeah we're pretty Gangster!!

Me* Nathan* Kristi* and Hanners*

Me and Hannah Boo!!.. She so beautiful!!

Ash~ Kristi~ Me~ Nathan~ and Han~ In Bro. Holmes church!!

Saturday it rained ALL stinkin day.. ...but we didn't let that ruin our fun! lol.. We just hung out.. went to the mall..  went to Bro.Holmes church for a lil bit that night.. Then went back to the house and ate pizza.. it STORMED bad.. so Lauren stayed with us!!.. Me, Hanners, and Kristi started praiseing the Lord at like 4 in the a.m. & woke up Ash and Lauren.. LoL!haha.. awww LoL!

PENNY!! haha.. funny story.. Radio Disney was at the mall.. and there were all these little kids dancing around on this mat.. so i went over there.. and was shaking my groove thang *you know how i roll* lol.. and the DJ came over there and was like "This is for shaking your tail feather" LoL!!! So we named her Penny.. but i decided to give her to whoever lived in this house LoL!

Sunday! We got lost on our way to church ..so Laura and Anita had to come find us! lol.. After church Me Laura and Ash went to Chilis!! Yum !...Then we headed home!!!.. I Miss erreybody already!!! ...Lar and Me.. only a few people will know what this pose is about.. hehe..

Lauren and Me before she lefted..i look AWFUL the wind was blowing and the sun was in my eyes..

haha Attractive..Eh?!.. Me and Lar @ Chilis!!

I had to go to the Dentist today.. I like going to the dentist cause i have the HOTTEST dentist in the world.. blonde curly hair.. big blue eyes.. hes purty!! lol.. I'm getting my wisdom teeth taken out the 22nd.. I'm kinda nervous.. but i'm sure it'll be ok..

Welp thats all I have to say for now you guyses!!!

To get up in the morning only to know that you'll have to face another obstacle takes strength. To smile when the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery. To act happy & laugh when you know that times are at their worst takes courage. To be joyous when the only good news is the best of the bad news takes support. To be there & help others through the roughest times in life takes love..

I guess the perfect guy would be someone
who could be anywhere in the world, but
he chooses to be with her because life is better
by her side.

don't be fooled by her pretty smile.
inside she's breaking.
she's oh - so - fragile . <|3

Somehow I know we'll meet again. Not sure quite where and
I don't know just when. You're in my heart so until then,
it's time for saying good-bye. ~ The Muppets Take Manhattan

do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want ANYTHING in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait ..

Take chances, a lot of them.
Cause honestly, no matter where you end up
and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be.
Your mistakes make you who you are,
you learn and grow with each choice you make.
Everything is worth it. Say how you feel,
always be you, and be ok with it

CoMmEnT KiDs!!!

I <3 YalL!

You always look the prettiest when you smile.
Always remember that.